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birthday wishes…& strawberry shortcakes

13 Wednesday Feb 2013

Posted by Sarah Lasry in baked goods, Dairy, dessert, desserts (pareve), Holiday Treats, Party Time With Sarah, The Joys of Single Parenting

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birthday wishes, pancake mornings, Strawberry shortcake recipe

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my Tunie B made me pancakes for breakfast & served them on Chanukah plates! Best Birthday morn ever!

so yeah…
Happy Birthday to me!
I am the whopping age of….39 today!
the other day…
I was thinking out loud to myself (because as you get older talking..out loud.. to yourself ..is a normal thing!)
that wow…
my 30′s has been one doozy of a decade.
in the last 9 years I have…
opened a successful restaurant that was my dream job for 8+ years
closed a restaurant.
wrote not just one cookbook – but 2 quite successful kosher ones..and started work on my third!
forayed into the new scary crazy world of blogging with 2 websites…. & it’s a real labor of love!
developed & wrote 100′s of recipes, for companies, magazine & newspapers…
Got married to my dream man, bought my dream home,
had a baby ….
lost my dream home, got sorta …divorced…turns out the dream…was all just a fantasy….
made great new friends, lost some dear ones..
the last 9 years with all the crazy ups & downs
feel like I have lived a FULL LIFE TIME…and I am not yet 40!
and as I enter the last year of my 30′s
I have just one “little” Birthday Wish…
that as I prepare to enter the next decade of my life…
Hashem (G-d) Please let my
every decision, action, & effort I make this year….
be ones that are ALL
leading me FORWARD in the right direction!
so Happy Birthday to me….
looking forward to a great day…heck a great YEAR! :)

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Strawberry Shortcake Cupcakes
Most years for my birthday my mother would make this strawberry shortcake. It is the best one I have ever eaten & truly the simplest of recipes to make. In Tastebuds it was on the menu from day one & we used the sponge cake part of this recipe all the time for other delicious cakes & cupcakes.

This year I am making this recipe in cupcake form for me & my Tunie B. to enjoy!!

For the sponge cake:
7 eggs separated
¼ tsp. baking powder
¼ cup oil
1 tsp. pure vanilla extract
1 tsp. grated lemon zest
¼ cup orange juice
1 cup flour
3/4cup sugar
For the strawberry cream topping:
1 container whipping cream
1 ½ cup fresh or frozen strawberries
Confectioners’ sugar

directions:
Preheat oven to 350 degrees.

Separate the eggs and place in individual mixing bowls. Using a mixer, beat the egg yolks with the sugar until mixture turns creamy and lemony colored. Continue beating on low speed and add the baking powder, oil, vanilla extract and grated lemon zest until combined. Add the orange juice, a little at a time, and then the flour. Beat on low speed until just combined.

Beat the egg whites on high speed until they form stiff peaks.

Tip: You will know that your eggs whites are stiff when you dip the whisk into the egg whites and slowly pull up; the egg whites will form a peak and stay that way.
Using a rubber spatula, gently fold the egg white batter into the egg yolk batter until just combined. DO NOT OVERMIX

Divide batter into mini cupcake holders evenly, continuing until batter is used up.

Bake 10-12 minutes or until knife comes out clean. Let cakes cool completely before frosting.
In a food processor or blender, add strawberries and confectioners’ sugar and blend. The amount of confectioners’ sugar you add depends on the sweetness of the strawberries you use. With a mixer, whip the cream until stiff. Add the strawberry mixture and mix until the cream turns a light pink. If the cream becomes too liquidy, add more confectioners’ sugar. The starch in the sugar helps absorb the liquid.
To prepare the cupcakes, using a pastry bag fitted with star tip or a knife, frost top and decorate with fresh strawberries.

A little bit Frost Broken….(& A Tu B’Shvat Treat)

24 Thursday Jan 2013

Posted by Sarah Lasry in dessert, desserts (pareve), General Rants & Thoughts, Holiday Treats, Purim, Sarah's Holiday Recipes, Sarah's SNACK OBSESSION Pick of the WEEK, Tu B'shvat

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Homemade Chocolate Fruit & Nut Treats, Kosher Chocolate Candy Recipe, Purim Ideas, Tu B'Shvat Recipe

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I am a little bit frost broken
no not a typo…
but how I am feeling in this cold cold weather.
I admittedly rolled my eyes discreetly
at those who talked about
seasonal weather depression..
but I think
I have it this month.
Lucky me.
I need sunshine
this hibernating & cozy warm idea…
not doing it for me.
instead all this cold outside
is forcing me to spend time
in my house
thinking.
remembering…
and
missing…
the missing…
is the worst.
because even though the head knows that it can never be…
the heart (as warped as everything is now)
still misses…
still wants…
the warmth
that was
my life…
I just want to MOVE ON really!
but I am stuck in this cold cold winter
frozen
because I can not control
the weather….
or my no divorce (get)….
and this old “quaint” rented house
that I have come to accept
even with it’s leaky windows & oil heat…
can not keep the chill at bay….
no matter how many fires I make.
because I am
a little
frost broken…
& the warm air…
is
not forecasted.
But life is really good…ish.
and I have no right to wallow.
and with today’s NY Post horoscope (yes I know not really a “kosher” thing – but has become a morning habit)
I am trying to break through the ice…

Tu B’Shvat is here & it is a time for ALL GOOD THINGS!! And nothing is as good as these yummy and very easy dried fruit & nut chocolate disks that I made. I really eat them all year round, I make a big batch the week before Tu B’shvat, freeze part of the batch and when ever I am in the mood for a grat chocolate nibble, I make my way to the freezer and pull one out. DELISH!!

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They also make a great gift and are what I made for Shaloach Manot one year PURIM. These wrapped nicely with a great fruity dessert wine, really are a classic and beautiful Purim idea.

for more about Tu B’shvat read here.

Dried Fruit & Nut Chocolate Disks

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Ingredients:
16 oz. good quality semi-sweet or bittersweet chocolate

½ cup chopped walnuts

¼ cup dried cherries

¼ cup diced dried apricots

2 Tbsp. Sunflower seeds

Directions:
Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Spread walnuts on cookie sheet, bake 10-12 minutes or until walnuts start to emit a nutty aroma. Remove, set aside.

Prepare a cookie sheet lined with 15 standard size cupcake papers.

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In a double boiler of simmering water, melt the chocolate. With a tablespoon, divide the chocolate into the cupcake papers.

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Before chocolate hardens, sprinkle with walnuts, dried cherries, dried apricots, and sunflower seeds. Let it cool completely.

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Peel out of cupcake papers before serving.

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Variations:
-Use any kind of nut to your liking, pecans, almonds, pistachios, cashews, or hazelnuts.
-Spiced Chocolate- after chocolate is melted stir in ½ tsp. chili powder and ½ tsp. black pepper. Spread onto cookie sheet. Leave plain or sprinkle with pistachios, almonds, or hazelnuts.

It’s a KOLACHES Chanukah…& other BAKED Donut Treats!

07 Friday Dec 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in baked goods, dessert, Friday Faves, Holiday Treats

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baked donuts, BEST EVER Chanukah donuts, easy kolaches

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Who says JELLY donuts are a must-have Chanukah treat?

In my book, these Czech inspired donuts called Kolaches, are the ULTIMATE treat to serve on Chanukah!

Seriously, FORGET jelly donuts…they NEVER really have enough jelly to make it worth the calories, and I find are always a bit disappointing in the pastry department. The truth is, I like a little bit of a more sophisticated treat. A pastry that is soft and buttery, filled with a sweet center that is there with every bite you take, can you say YUM? These Kolaches are the perfect blend of a donut, sweet roll, & cheese danish….the ULTIMATE Baked Chanukah Treat!

Now I readily admit, they are a bit of a patchke, there are two risings and you need patience, but in its entirety, these kolaches are a very easy recipe to make. AND, if you really love yourself a JELLY donut, because I know I secretly do to, just add a huge dollop of your favorite strawberry jelly on top of these kolaches after they are baked! A better Chanukah donut I challenge you to find!

I also added a BAKED CHANUKAH CINNAMON DONUT recipe, for those of you who are traditionalist and want a NON – FRY option for your Chanukah donut.

Let the Chanukah Donut Binging BEGIN….Happy Chanukah All! Sarah

Chanukah KOLACHES

(adapted from Cooks Country)

Ingredients:

For the Dough:
1 cup whole milk
10 tbsp. unsalted butter, melted
1 large egg, plus 2 large yolks
3 1/2 cups all purpose flour
1/2 cup sugar
1 packet (2 1/4 tsp.) instant or rapid rise yeast
1 1/2 tsp. salt
For the Cheese Filling:
6 oz cream cheese, room temprature
3 tbsp. sugar
1 tbsp. flour
1/2 tsp. grated lemon zest
3/4 cup whole milk ricotta cheese
For the Streusel:
2 tbsp. + 2 tsp. flour
2 tbsp. + 2 tsp. sugar
1 tbsp. unsalted butter, cut into 8 pieces & chilled

1 large egg beaten with 1 tbsp. milk

Directions:
Prepare your Dough: Whisk milk, melted butter, eggs & yolks together in a 2 cup liquid measuring cup (butter will be a little clumpy)
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In a separate stand mixer bowl, whisk together the flour, sugar, yeast, & salt together. Fit stand mixer with dough hook, add milk mixture to flour mixture, & knead on low speed until no dry flour remains, about 2 minutes.
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Transfer dough to greased bowl and cover with plastic wrap. Place dough on lower middle rack & place a loaf pan on bottom. Pour 3 cups of filing water into loaf pan, close oven door and let dough rise until doubled, about 1 hour. (your oven is off – not on!

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Once dough has risen the 1st time: Line 2 rimmed baking sheets with parchment paper. Punch down dough and place on a lightly floured counter. Divide into quarters and cut each quarter into 4 equal pieces.
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Form each piece into rough ball by pulling dough edges underneath so top is smooth, tight ball. Arrange 8 balls on each prepared sheet and cover loosely with plastic.

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Place sheets on oven racks. Replace water in loaf pans with 3 cups boiling water, close oven door,and let dough rise until doubled, about 90 minutes.

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After 2nd rise: Remove sheets and pan from oven. Heat oven to 350 F. Grease and flour bottom of a 1/3 cup measuring cup. Make deep indentation in center of each dough ball by slowly pressing until cup touches sheet. (perimeter of balls will deflate slightly)

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Prepare your cheese filing: using a stand mixer fitted with paddle, beat cream cheese, sugar, flour, and lemon zest on slow speed until smooth, about 1 minute. Add ricotta and beat until just combined, about 30 seconds. Transfer to bowl, cover with plastic and refrigerate till ready to use.

Prepare your streusel: Combine flour sugar, buttar in bowl and rub between fingers until mixture resembles wet sand. Cover with plastic and refrigerate until ready use.

Gently brush kolaches all over with egg mixture. Divide cheese filling evenly among kolaches (about 1 1/2 tbsp. per kolache) and smooth with back of spoon.

Sprinkle streusel over kolaches. Bake until golden brown, about 25 minutes, switching and rotating sheets halfway through baking. Let kolaches cool on pan for 20 minutes. serve warm or cold.
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BAKED CINNAMON DONUTS
(adapted from Foolproof by Ina Garten)

For this recipe you will need to have a donut pan.

Ingredients:

2 cups all-purpose flour
1 1/2 cups sugar
2 tsp. baking powder
1 tsp. ground cinnamon
1/2 tsp. ground nutmeg
1/2 tsp. kosher salt
1 extra-large egg, lightly beaten
1 1/4 cups whole milk
2 tbsp. unsalted butter, melted
2 tsp. pure vanilla extract
for the topping:
1 stick unsalted butter
1/2 cup sugar
1/2 tsp. ground cinnamon
Directions:
Preheat oven to 350 F. Spray 2 donut pans well (use a flour spray if you can)
Into a large bowl, sift together the flour, sugar, baking powder, cinnamon, nutmeg, and salt. In a small bowl, whisk together the egg, milk, melted butter, and vanilla. Stir in the wet mixture into the dry ingredients until just combined.
Spoon the batter into the baking pans, filling each one a little more than 3/4 full. Bake for 17 minutes, until a toothpick comes out clean. Allow to cool for 5 minutes, then tap the donuts out onto a sheet pan. For the topping, melt the 8 tbsp. butter in a sauce pan. Combine the sugar & cinnamon in a small bowl. Dip each donut first in the butter and then in the cinnamon sugar, either on one side or both.

dip the apple in the honey……A Frozen Dessert Dream Giveaway

04 Tuesday Sep 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in dessert, Sarah's Product & Places Reviews

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Elegant Frozen Desserts, Great Holiday Gift Ideas, Sarah's Product Review

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dip the apple in the honey…

Desserts….

Love – NO…I  L-O-V-E – them!

and nothing makes me happier than a dessert

that I did NOT have to make.

I have known about Elegant Desserts Company 

for a long time now…

served their absolutely delicious frozen desserts

in my Tastebuds Cafe, when ever we threw a big party. ( they are truly the perfect delicious ending to any meal)

But I recently found out…

THEY DO RETAIL! (you MUST check out the web site!)

and how excited was I when I received this delicious frozen apple sorbet

to review right before Rosh Hashanah?

OK folks…

this is it.

the dessert that not only will your family love to have after a meal

but really it is the PERFECT gift to send to any one.

NO Flowers or Honey Cake for me this year…

I am sending these Frozen Apple Sorbets that not only come with a

really unbelievably good honey (I ate the sample one up to the very last drop licking my fingers clean – I was so surprised how awesome just that was!)

SO my friends,

I am expecting to be the GUEST of the YEAR this Rosh Hashanah!!  (these Apple Frozen Sorbets seal the deal)

Elegant Desserts can ship anywhere…

and it stays frozen!! (they use a fantastic dried ice method)

at a very  reasonable price ….

and for those of you who are like me…

love to cook…but desserts are a little bit of a chore…

they also have these adorable and very tasty

frozen SUSHI ice cream desserts…

I found them hysterically cute

and what a fun way to serve a dessert !!

A truly great way to spice up all those seemingly never ending YOM TOV MEALS…

Elegant Desserts…

You guys rock the KOSHER FROZEN DESSERT world!

thank you ..thank you… for letting me in on this

easy, simple YOM TOV DESSERT & GIFT idea!

Now ….I got to place my order ASAP – before everyone else reading this does!  :)

 

MY Favorite Jewish Holiday Elegant Desserts Kosher Products: 

Elegant Desserts are all certified PAREVE KOSHER under the CRC. All desserts can be delivered & shipped frozen Fed Ex in the USA.

Order TODAY by calling 718-388-1323 M-F 8am – 3pm and if you have any questions check out their website & Facebook page – someone is always available to help you!

 

Frozen Red Apple Sorbet: I really can not tell you how much I loved this  sorbet with the honey!

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Frozen Ice Cream Sushi: They also carry these delicious green drizzle & chocolate drizzle that looks like the wasabi & soy sauce!

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Frozen Fruit Sorbet: Coconut is my Coconut is my personal Favorite – but they a load of fruit varieties  watermelon, orange, peach, mango

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Sorbet Cakes: they have some really great varieties – one better looking & tasting than then the next!

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Strawberry shortcake tower

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…A Frozen Dessert Dream Giveaway!

The generous folks at Elegant Desserts are happily giving away 2 gift coupons for $25 each!!! – All you have to do to enter is comment on this page or Facebook page!

Let us know - What are you serving this Jewish Holiday Season for Dessert?

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Karma is a cookin…

28 Thursday Jun 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in dessert, General Rants & Thoughts

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dessert buffet recipes, karma, Strawberry Shortcake plates

Karma is a cooking….

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Ok so I edited this post
If you missed the original one
Well ...
For those of you who didn't
Well...you know why

Thanks too a good friends phone call
I realized.... What for?
It doesn't make me look good ....even if I am 1000% right!

For those Confused - basically I was happy about someone else's misfortune - that someone else being a person who wronged me (not my ex bytw)

So here is the rest of the post - unedited......

I am not evil

..funny

that yesterday…I was so busy with a party

yet still  out of no where…my thoughts went to what happened several years ago

between us

pain is funny like that

it hits you…when you least expect it

and it hurts still….even after moving on and excepting the blow.

could it be "karma"?

is this Hashems (g-d) way of making his point yet again

that wether I am aware of it

or not

he rules the world…and sees all?

and one day….

we all have to answer for our actions ( me included).

amazingly…things like this happen to me CONSTANTLY.

I think about a person or event that I haven't thought of

for ages...

and then the next day or even hour

they appear ...or I hear something about them…

weird…I know

but … ( i will stop while I am ahead...)

this all being said

karma works both ways

and

yesterday

mine was all good

doing what I love best

cooking in the kitchen for a big event

So much fun...

SO SO much hard work...

for 24 hours I was glued to my stove...

that I can honestly say...

there were several times I wondered

if I lost my mind ….to accept this job

no longer having my " tastebuds staff" to help me!

But all worked out deliciously!

karma is a cookin...

and I will take days like yesterday

any day of the week!

 

Just a little taste of what I made yesterday for dessert:

Strawberry Shortcake plates

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For the cookies:

Ingredients

1 package of favorite brand butter cookies (or you can make your own  - my recipe here)

  • 1  cups confectioners’ sugar (more if needed)
  • 1 lb cream cheese, softened at room temperature
  • 2 tbsp. Strawberry Syrup

Directions

In a standing mixer fitted with a whisk, mix together sugar and cream cheese. Mix on low speed until well blended and then increase speed to medium and beat for another 3 minutes.

Add syrup and continue to beat on medium speed for 1 minute more, adding more sugar if needed for spreading consistency.

Lay out half your cookies on a cookie sheet and pipe on a dollop of the cream cheese frosting to the center. Then cover all the cookies with remaining cookies creating your sandwiches.

For the Orange Liqour infused Whipping cream:

Ingredients:

2 carton of Frozen Whip Cream Topping ( I use Riches whip – brands like Hadar or Leiber are double the size so you will only need 1 carton)

3 tbsp. Orange liquor or your favorite kind

1 tsp. cream of tarter

Directions

In a standing mixer whip your cream and liquor on high speed for several minutes. Add the cream of tarter and continue to whip till you get stiff white peaks.

Pipe onto plate and garnish with a fresh slice of strawberry

here are some more pics of the dessert buffet – I will try to post as many recipes as I can on kosher street.com in the next week – I made from scratch -Coconut and Lemon pudding cups, Chocolate Kaluha Mousse Cream Pies, Carrot cupcakes, Red Velvet Cream Cup Cakes, Chocolate Chocolate Cream Cup Cakes & Cheesecake

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keeping my cool…in the kitch

21 Thursday Jun 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in dessert, dinner, Fish, Salads, Whats for Dinner Tonight?

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chickpea & avocado sandwich, kind bars, spinach salad with canned salmon, watermelon feta salad

 

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man it is hot outside

I love it

better to be hot than cold

but today…sorta ridiculous with the heat index 110 @8AM

this morning I realized

after the last week in the kitchen

testing..and testing recipes

I just want to keep my cool…

in the kitch

what does that mean?

well now that I am trying my best to eat well

not diet…just eat well

because dieting never works

BELIEVE me! (you all know I am saying the truth!)

Since Monday I have made myself a promise…

I am determined to think before I eat

plan my menu out…instead of scrounge

when I am hungry

but today..I am keeping the ovens OFF

the challenge…making delicious food

that is satisfying…yet requires no cooking

and Tunie B will actually eat with me!

i got this covered…a piece of cak.. carrot ;)

Have an awesome day all – me & Tunie B will!!

xxx Sarah

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Here is Today’s Keep it Cool Menu:

Breakfast:

Watermelon Feta Salad

This salad satisfies both my sweet and savory tastebuds as well as being perfect for breakfast. After a nice size plate of this salad, i am good to go.

I know rules say that you should eat most of your calories and protein at breakfast, but I find I like to keep breakfast on the lighter side, I am just not that hungry in the morning.

Recipe:

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½ seedless watermelon, sliced into bite-size chunks

1 cup feta cheese, crumbles

For the Lemon Vinaigrette:

¼ cup fresh lemon juice

2 Tbsp. olive oil

 1 ½ packets Splenda or 1 Tbsp. sugar

Pinch of kosher salt

 Fresh mint for garnish

It is best to plate each salad individually rather than mixing it all in a large bowl; the feta tends to melt when you add liquid.

On each plate, place a generous amount of the bite-size watermelon. Sprinkle chunks of the feta cheese on top as you desire. In a separate bowl whisk together the lemon juice, olive oil, and Splenda. Drizzle lightly over the watermelon and feta; top it off with a sprinkle of kosher salt. Garnish with fresh mint and serve.

lunch:

Smashed Chickpea & Avocado Sandwich

NewImageUsually it is lunch time that I am starving and most times I am never home and have not thought ahead. Sadly to say most times I push off lunch till later in the day and have a lunch supper with Tunie..then another supper by myself. So not good!!!

Today I am planning ahead and packing lunch for me and Tunie as we go have our first summer day off together…NO SCHOOL – HELLO BEACH!

This is a great sandwich recipe that I got from www.twopeasandtheirpod.com (a really great blog!)

And because Tunie B. will eat ANYTHING with Avocado…she wolfs this lunch down every time I make it for her!

recipe:

1 (15 ounce) can chickpeas

1 large ripe avocado

1/4 cup fresh cilantro, chopped

2 tablespoons chopped green onion

juice from 1 lime salt and pepper, to taste

bread of your choice fresh spinach leaves or other sandwich toppings: lettuce, tomato slices, sprouts etc..

 

dinner:

Spinach Salad with canned Salmon

 

I find that I enjoy canned salmon more than Tuna, and so does Tunie B. (ironic considering her name lol) She eats hers with pretzel chips and the veggies. I eat mine topped on a bed of Spinach leaves with more avocado & cherry tomatoes.

Tip: to keep my dressing under control I have these 2oz plastic cups that you get in the stores when you buy a salad. I refill them and viola…instant portion control.

recipe:

1 can salmon

3 tbsp. mayo

1 tsp. garlic powder

1 tsp. kosher salt

1 tsp. fresh black pepper

2 tbsp. fresh parsley, chopped

1 tsp. curry (optional)

Spinach leaves

cherry tomatoes

avocado

Mix the canned salmon with the mayo and spices.  Plate salad according to taste.

For dessert:

Because in my house there is ALWAYS dessert! – My favorite thing…Frozen Banana.

Frozen banana tastes exactly like ice cream and is super delicious..if you have never tried it…well do it SOON!

 

And of course no day goes with out a snack!

These days I have found a new bar that I love that has great flavors and has anywhere between 150-210

calories depending on the flavor.

You can find these all over your groceries and local starbucks!

Kind bars

I am also a huge fan of the simply bars – but have not seen them in my local grocery lately.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I lied.

24 Thursday May 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in Dairy, dessert

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divorce, ultimate carrot cake

 

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ok so I lied.

Well, not so much lied… but sugar coated the truth of how I am feeling.

About this move. About this impending Shavout holiday.

Today, I can’t even pretend & just have a nice cup of coffee with friends for a few minutes.

I am overwhelmed. overwhelmed. overwhelmed.

Today, while every one is fluttering around,  prepping and cooking for my all time favorite holiday….I am crying.

tears just seem to keep rolling down my eyes.

no matter how i try to hold it together.

in the car on the way home from dropping off Tunie B.

in the parking lot for 15 minutes in shoprite plaza.

thank god for sunglasses.

in my house as i unpack.

memories are just everywhere.

despite all my efforts to “make the best of things”

its B.S….

there is no best of things…

right now…it just hurts. its just sad. it just SUCKS.

i am crying.

endless tears.

will they ever stop.

is there such a thing as someone crying to much?

last year I was hosting.

2 families at every meal.

last year i loved & enjoyed every minute of this holiday.

today i wish…. it was tuesday.

next week.

I know it is not helpful… can’t help but think…

What is he feeling?

Does he have any moments of remorse about this?  Does his heart hurt as much as mine does…

everyday?

especially …now…before a holiday?

Last year, things were good between us at this time…very good.

how did it all go so bad….so fast?

or was I living in a dream.

i am thinking of making carrot cake today.

at starbucks this morning someone brought a sample of theirs that they just made.

it was not mine.

i have all the ingredients sitting on my counter.

I probably will eat the whole thing by myself this year.

Carrot Cake & Cream Cheese Frosting

For Cake:

1 ½ cups grated carrots

1 ½ cups flour

¾ cups sugar

¾ tsp baking soda

1 tsp cinnamon

Pinch of salt

½ cup vegetable oil

2 eggs, lightly beaten

1 tsp. pure vanilla extract

½ cup chopped walnuts

½ cup shredded coconut

½ cup crushed pineapple, unsweetened and drained

Cream Cheese Frosting:

2 oz. cream cheese, softened at room temperature

1 ½ tbsp.unsalted butter softened at room temperature

¾ cups confectioners’ sugar, sifted

½ tsp pure vanilla extract

½ tsp. lemon juice

Directions:

Preheat oven to 375 degrees.

In a separate bowl, grate the carrots and set aside.

In a bowl of your mixer fitted with paddle attachment, sift the flour and add the sugar, baking soda, salt and cinnamon. On low speed, add the oil, vanilla, and eggs one at a time. Blend well. Remove the bowl from the mixer.  Using a rubber spatula, fold in the carrots, nuts, coconut and pineapple, making sure all ingredients are well combined.

In a well-greased muffin pan, spoon out the carrot cake batter ¾ of the way up. Bake for about 20 minutes or until center comes out clean.

While carrot muffins are baking prepare the cream cheese frosting. In a mixing bowl fitted with paddle attachment, add softened cream cheese, butter and confectioners’ sugar. Blend on medium-high speed until creamy and smooth. Add vanilla and lemon juice and blend well. Set aside until you are ready to frost the muffins.

After muffins have cooled completely, generously frost the top of the muffins with cream cheese frosting. For a nice garnish, grate extra carrot on top of frosting.

 

 

 

 

 

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