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A little bit Frost Broken….(& A Tu B’Shvat Treat)

24 Thursday Jan 2013

Posted by Sarah Lasry in dessert, desserts (pareve), General Rants & Thoughts, Holiday Treats, Purim, Sarah's Holiday Recipes, Sarah's SNACK OBSESSION Pick of the WEEK, Tu B'shvat

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Homemade Chocolate Fruit & Nut Treats, Kosher Chocolate Candy Recipe, Purim Ideas, Tu B'Shvat Recipe

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I am a little bit frost broken
no not a typo…
but how I am feeling in this cold cold weather.
I admittedly rolled my eyes discreetly
at those who talked about
seasonal weather depression..
but I think
I have it this month.
Lucky me.
I need sunshine
this hibernating & cozy warm idea…
not doing it for me.
instead all this cold outside
is forcing me to spend time
in my house
thinking.
remembering…
and
missing…
the missing…
is the worst.
because even though the head knows that it can never be…
the heart (as warped as everything is now)
still misses…
still wants…
the warmth
that was
my life…
I just want to MOVE ON really!
but I am stuck in this cold cold winter
frozen
because I can not control
the weather….
or my no divorce (get)….
and this old “quaint” rented house
that I have come to accept
even with it’s leaky windows & oil heat…
can not keep the chill at bay….
no matter how many fires I make.
because I am
a little
frost broken…
& the warm air…
is
not forecasted.
But life is really good…ish.
and I have no right to wallow.
and with today’s NY Post horoscope (yes I know not really a “kosher” thing – but has become a morning habit)
I am trying to break through the ice…

Tu B’Shvat is here & it is a time for ALL GOOD THINGS!! And nothing is as good as these yummy and very easy dried fruit & nut chocolate disks that I made. I really eat them all year round, I make a big batch the week before Tu B’shvat, freeze part of the batch and when ever I am in the mood for a grat chocolate nibble, I make my way to the freezer and pull one out. DELISH!!

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They also make a great gift and are what I made for Shaloach Manot one year PURIM. These wrapped nicely with a great fruity dessert wine, really are a classic and beautiful Purim idea.

for more about Tu B’shvat read here.

Dried Fruit & Nut Chocolate Disks

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Ingredients:
16 oz. good quality semi-sweet or bittersweet chocolate

½ cup chopped walnuts

¼ cup dried cherries

¼ cup diced dried apricots

2 Tbsp. Sunflower seeds

Directions:
Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Spread walnuts on cookie sheet, bake 10-12 minutes or until walnuts start to emit a nutty aroma. Remove, set aside.

Prepare a cookie sheet lined with 15 standard size cupcake papers.

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In a double boiler of simmering water, melt the chocolate. With a tablespoon, divide the chocolate into the cupcake papers.

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Before chocolate hardens, sprinkle with walnuts, dried cherries, dried apricots, and sunflower seeds. Let it cool completely.

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Peel out of cupcake papers before serving.

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Variations:
-Use any kind of nut to your liking, pecans, almonds, pistachios, cashews, or hazelnuts.
-Spiced Chocolate- after chocolate is melted stir in ½ tsp. chili powder and ½ tsp. black pepper. Spread onto cookie sheet. Leave plain or sprinkle with pistachios, almonds, or hazelnuts.

A Fish called Dog…. & Quinoa Gnocchi

14 Monday Jan 2013

Posted by Sarah Lasry in Dairy, dinner, Divorce Musings

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Abandoned during divorce kids, Fish named dog, Healthy delicious quinoa recipes, kids Qunioa recipe, Qunioa Gnocchi, sandcastle method

 

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“Doggy” has a Tunie toy (Dora the explorer) because he needs his “mommy” at all times!

Tunie B.

she wanted a dog

really really wanted a dog

but instead

I got her a fish

we named it dog…

she is happy…

I am happy…no cleaning, no walking, no vet bills…

when she is older she might

hold this against me..

I will deal with it then.

I will get her a metro card…

and name it CAR!

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all kidding aside…

I am trying to do my best by Tunie B.

make her feel protected, well loved and make her empowered at 3

(hence giving her the “responsibility” of a pet as recommended by the sandcastle method)

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(the author is actually a religious Jew who I remember seeing on Oprah many many years ago and thinking wow - he is spot on – sadly so many years later I actually have to read his book but thankful his information is available and helpful to my situation)

How to deal with Kids who were abandoned during a divorce by one parent

is something that I am dealing with right now

My Tunie B. remembers and asks about her dad

on a daily basis

things like a blue blanket

that her dad would occasionally sleep with in warmer weather

she remembers…tells me it is her daddy’s blanket….he forgot it.

my heart breaks..every day

when I see her missing him

I am seriously surprised every day of how much and in clear detail she remembers of him… (she was without a doubt – daddy’s girl)

but she is half my kid & thank g-d she has inherited my better qualities..

she is one resilient, good natured – no pushover kinda kid with a huge heart & imagination.

She is a survivor…

I wish she did not have to be…and I could have let her live in the protected bubble she deserved to be in for way longer than 2 years old…

But, she is happy and thriving…

and hopefully…

our Fish named Dog

lives happily ever after …

with Tunie B. & me.

 

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What’s For Dinner Tonight?

Qunioa Gnocchi

In the theme of passing off something that really isn’t…I bring you my latest in “pasta recipes” the Qunioa Gnocchi!  

Lately I have been playing around with Qunioa & testing recipes. Why you might ask? well I always have had a love hate relationship with this grain – it truthfully doesn’t taste like anything – and most times I have eaten it has been in some sort of salad.

But with 2013 rolling in, I have really tried to explore and cook healthier options and quinoa is an essential ingredient to helping me cut out some of the white flour items that I consume.

Now don’t get crazy here – I am not totally cutting out anything, especially white flour, somethings are just not the same without it & thankfully I am not allergic to it. However moderation is the key for me, and if I can find tasty, healthy alternatives that will do the trick 4 out of 5 times – well then WHY NOT?

The first thing I promised myself when I started paling with quinoa was  - NO SALAD recipes!! – there are a million of them (some better than others) but I wanted something substantial on my plate!

One morning I woke up with this recipe – I had literally dreamed it the night before. Yes people – I dream about food  - I taste things in my head…YOU DONT?

That night I had a Cooking Demo I was doing with some local mothers here in Lakewood, and I decided to try it out with them. Not the smartest move – never test new recipes on a crowd -ia a smart general rule of thumb to abide by…..

But my RISK – had a HUGE payoff, because this Qunioa Gnocchi was a delicious success. – They loved it – I loved it – and it was SOO easy to make (way more easier than real gnocchi & pasta).

It has become my new obsession this past week, and I predict from now on, when I am in the mood for a cheesy, tomato pasta  - instead of going for the white or whole wheat flour – I will be making  myself a quick bowl of this delicious Quinoa Gnocchi.

 

Quinoa Gnocchi Recipe

Ingredients:

1 cup cooked quinoa

1/2 cup mixed shredded mozzarella & cheddar cheese

1/3 cup whipped cream cheese (or you can use feta cheese)

1 tsp. oregano

1 tsp. garlic powder

pinch of salt & black pepper to taste

Directions:

In a bowl, mix together all the ingredients until the quinoa and cheese form a dough like texture.

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 Then take a nice size portion of your qunioa mixture and shape into an oval log. Then cut into 1.5 -2 inch thick pieces.

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Place a small skillet that has been sprayed generously with non-stick spray on medium high heat, and pan fry your cut gnocchi pieces for about 1-2 minutes on each side.

Gently remove from pan with tongs into your pasta bowl and serve immediately with your favorite tomato sauce and parmesan cheese as garnish.

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Yeah…um…Thanks.

22 Thursday Nov 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in General Rants & Thoughts

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today
I took a bullet to the heart
dead center
yet I am walking
to tell the tale.
the shooter
he had sniper aim
knew just how to make
that fatal wound
count
but
the sniper made one
huge err
in his guns calibration…
he forgot
my heart is not in me
but with me
she is going to be 3 on Sunday
and she is everything….she is life.
and stupid sniper
your plan
to kill me
to destroy me
failed
wen you walked away
from the only thing
that would be
my kryptonite.
so ..
Yeah…um…thanks
but I survived.
and by next week
my bleeding heart
will recover
enough
to let me do a
little skip
as I
walk….
away.

personal…chicken pot pie

20 Tuesday Nov 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in Chicken, General Rants & Thoughts, NYC Tuesdays, Whats for Dinner Tonight?

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I don’t know what it is
but I feel like a hamster
running on the wheel…
going no where.
just running.
It does not help that the world itself
is so chaotic…
the situation in Israel…
I feel helpless.
guilty that I am not there with my family
who just this morning in jerusalem
running to their bomb shelters
anxious…
and then more guilt…
that I go about my day to day life here
thousands of miles away
and no
not every minute
is consumed with the war and its news
that I am more selfish
consumed with my day to day life..
it’s my personal catch 22
In fact today…
I am torn
Israel rally – or finish up all the things that are pressing & on my MUST DO NOW list?
and be overwhelmed with
feelings of…
“when will the madness stop?”
But like I said…
this is personal.
I just needed to share
we are in uncertain times
and I can’t get a handle on it..
am I the only one?

Personal Pot Pie
Because I cook when I feel like I need to keep control of my situation, I decided to try out this recipe I saw on pinterest for Personal Pot Pies. The recipe is really brilliant, they use pancake mix bisquick as the “dough” part for the pot pie. But because I am kosher, the dairy & meat thing just not working – so I created my own pancake mix recipe.

Ingredients:
2 cups shredded or diced small cooked chicken
1 lb box frozen mixed carrot, peas & corn
1 medium onion, diced
2 tsp. dried parsley
1 tsp. dried thyme
1 tsp. sage
2 tsp. garlic powder
salt & pepper to taste
1 ½ cups all-purpose flour
3 tbsp. sugar
2 tsp. baking powder
1 ½ tsp. kosher salt
½ cup tofutti sour cream
¾ cup soy milk
2 extra large eggs
1 tsp. vanilla extract

Directions:
Pre-heat oven to 375 F. Spray a regular size muffin tin with non-stick spray.
In a medium bowl mix together the chicken, vegetables and all the spices. set aside
In another medium bowl, sift together the flour, sugar, baking powder, and salt.
In a small separate bowl, whisk together the sour cream, milk, eggs, and vanilla. Add the wet ingredients to the dry flour one, mixing only until combined.

Using a spoon, pour in about 2 tsp. of your pancake batter into your prepared muffin tin.
Then spoon in some of the chicken mixture, and fill your tin 3/4 way full.
Then spoon in some more of the pancake batter until you have fully covered your chicken mixture to the top of the muffin tin.
Repeat as necessary.
Bake in oven for 20-25 minutes until the tops are golden brown.

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there is a wind blowing…

15 Thursday Nov 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in General Rants & Thoughts

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our hearts with israel, rockets in israel

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It seems that there is a wind blowing…
things are happening all around us
and we need to pay attention
listen with all our eyes, ears…our hearts & heads….
to what that wind is trying to say.

the super storm/nor’easter…
did not matter how much we tried to hunker down…
that wind was a blowing…
our communities damaged…
some without repair…
that wind is a blowing…
what does it want?
how do we answer?

Now rockets and war in our Jewish Homeland…
my fellow brothers & sisters fighting murderers & terrorist
who are so blackened and warped full of hate for…
my nations brethren
for me & my loved ones
for us…sitting thousands of miles away
this war…
is
in our homes backyards…
what is literally…
now the enemies front line…
there is a wind blowing….
how can we protect ourselves
from it’s foreboding path?
is there something we can do
to make it turn?

I think…
we all know what we need to do
how to answer that winds call.
I think…
we have kick started…
the chesed..the unity…of the last few weeks
all
answering that winds wake up call…
has it finally forced all our eyes to open wide
can we see clearly now
that we are not in control…
of anything?

time to do more.
much more..
there is a wind blowing…
and personally
I am not prepared.

my own private hurricane…

01 Thursday Nov 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in Divorce Musings, General Rants & Thoughts

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I feel a little selfish writing this
but it is what it is…
it is true…
I survived hurricane Sandy
with barley a scratch…
I am grateful…
I had power, food, shelter, heat, water…
throughout
I was one of the very very “lucky”ones.
many…too many…have lost
quite a bit
and are without…still 3 days later.
but…
I still cant help thinking…
they were the truly lucky ones!
Because you see…
I am still living through
my own private Hurricane
everyday.
and maybe now is not the time or the place to discuss it
But as I see the constant picture stream…
of the extreme devastation to my beloved jersey shore
I can but selfishly think…
this is nothing new….
I have been living this hurricane
nightmare the last 2 years…
my beloved business, my home that I lived in for 27 years, my family as I knew it…
ripped from me in one big tidal wave
washed away…
to sea….
forever changed & lost to me…
like the homes in mantaloking…
and the rides in seaside..
what was ….will never be the same..
for my state…
for those people…
it might get rebuilt…
it might even be back …better than ever…
but it will never be
what it was…
that original love…has forever been destroyed.
it is sad.
very very sad.
and I am grieving for their loss and my own.
I find this whole situation…very hard.
the last day or so
with all the long gas lines, the groceries out of everything…the news on TV..
I feel like the war zone that I am living in my personal life…
has come to life…on the streets.
I am now one of the many walking wounded…experiencing PTS (Post Traumatic Sandy)
but in my case Post Traumatic Sarah’s old life has merged with it…
yet foolishly I still sadly believe
the masses…are still far luckier than me…
I know it sounds terrible for me to say…
and this in now way meant to be a pity party
but an observation on how life is so precious and how we take simple but extremely important things for granted….
I hear all the horror stories as I sit in starbucks
the loss of homes,
the loss of businesses
the loss of possessions…
yet …I am slightly bitter when I hear the tales…
bitter that my private hurricane for the last 2 years
still rages…
every day I have to weather a new ravishing wind
or quiet rainstorm
as a single mother
whose partners stole her business…. and destroyed it
leaving me stranded …financially a total devastation.
with a husband who has gone MIA
and who is refusing to untie the tether that is our “marriage”
and keeps me sinking in the waters of the unknown….
with no hope to have a future..
by denying me my get (jewish divorce)…everyday
and I am jealous…
jealous of all those
who have weathered through this Frakenstorm..
with their loved ones…
because if you have your husband,your child, your family…
it does not matter…what you have lost materially…
the foundation that was your HOME
has survived….and that can never be changed… or lost.
because when you have your family intact
any other devastation…..(including the loss of your business)
is just a big fat mess..that can eventually be cleaned up…with a lot of stress -I know…
but it can be cleaned up!
so be happy …be grateful…it is hard to see the silver lining…
but you are truly blessed …you truly have survived…
this hurricane….
because when your power comes back on…
your life is still there.
my foundation…has been destroyed.
and it does not matter how many flashlights and survival gear I have hoarded away…
I am living
my own private hurricane…
still raging on…
and there is no end in sight.
yet everyday….I try very hard
some days are easier than others…
just like those same people in starbucks speak of the loss
they speak of the good of their neighbors, the heroes of the township, the many
miracles of g-d they witnessed…
now it is time to count my own blessings..
so I have survived this Hurricane Sandy…
maybe…just maybe
I will survive my own private hurricane to.
there is hope.

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Crockpot Wednesdays after NYC Tuesdays!

24 Wednesday Oct 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in CrockPot Wednesdays, General Rants & Thoughts, NYC Tuesdays, Whats for Dinner Tonight?

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My life has been
thank g-d
on the up track.
I guess at one point you can only go so far down
before eventually
nature takes over
and it’s up up you go.
My Tuesdays now
are spent in my old stomping ground
the big apple
back to the grind
but the good….working kind.
Once a week
I get to play grown up at work…..& then play hookey
a few hours to myself every tuesday for….
new restaurants, events, adventures with old friends…
but my Tunie B.
always on my mind…
and I make sure that every Tuesday morning
when there is nothing up
but me and the squirrels…both foraging in our respective kitchens
I lug out my crock pot
and make dinner for my baby girl…
that will be hot and ready
the minute she gets home.
SO thus crockpot wednesdays are being born
because I don’t get to taste or see my culinary creations
till the wee late hours of the night
where I snuggle in bed with my sleeping beauty
as I eat a bowl of warm
crockpot food
I made 10 hours before.
life ain’t so bad…
;)


Last night after work I was invited to the New COOKBOOK launch party of my friend and fellow cookbook author Susie Fishbein at the Pomegranate in Brooklyn. This chick puts me to shame LOL!

She can crank out cookbooks like nobodies business and this latest one
Kosher By Design: Cooking Coach

- I think is her Opus (seriously – her truly best one to date)

Normally I do not buy other kosher cookbooks as a personal policy – being in the business I don’t ever want to be influenced by what is already on the shelves. However of course, that does not mean my entire family (my mother, sister, sister-in-law, aunt, etc…) do not use Susie’s book ad nauseam when it comes to holiday cooking. (yes -you might be detecting a little professional jealousy in my voice ;) )

But at this great event, I got her book for free in my awesome swag bag and had a real gander at it. Her attention to details, the pictures, the text, the obvious thought process that went into every technical aspect about the basics of cooking …was truly incredible.

I laughed at Susie when she called me as she was editing her book for the millionth time…”why are you obsessing I said – hand it in you will never get it 100% perfect!” But she was insistent…”one last time, I must make sure every detail is right!”

And folks…boy did she. The greatest compliment I can give her in my eyes…is that her new book reminds me of my favorite cooking magazine “The American Test Kitchen“. My love for that magazine is all about the details..the how & why a recipe works – and Susie delivers the same…all kosher and in delicious detailed abundance.

hmmm I might just have to kill her now. ;)

For mure great pics of all my fun with some more foodie friends follow me on Instagram @sarahlasry

Slow Cooker Turkey Meatball Vegetable Rice Jumble

Funny enough Susie demoed her ground turkey recipe at the event…I promise I did not know when I made my crockpot meal that morning.

This recipe I like to call… a what ever is in my fridge recipe.
I was testing a month back thanksgiving recipes for a company
and my freezer is stock full of ground turkey still. That with the vegetables in my crisper draw and freezer I made a pretty tasty jumble of a turkey vegetable stew – healthy with very little fat and lots of yumminess that my daughter LOVED for dinner that night.
Ps – it was really delicious at 12am in bed to!

Ingredients:
1 lb ground turkey
2 tsp. sweet smoked paprika
2 tsp. jerusalem spice
2 tsp. oregano
1 tsp. ground mustard
2 tsp. garlic powder
kosher salt & black pepper
1 white onion, diced
2 tbsp. olive oil
1 yellow zucchini diced
1 small box of frozen mixed vegetables (peas, carrots,corn, green-beans)
2 cups frozen broccoli
1 cup kale leaves
2 cups diced tomatoes
4 cups chicken or vegetable broth (can use water to)
1 box of chicken rice pilaf (with season packet)

Directions:
In a small bowl, mix the turkey with all the spices. Once fully mixed make ping pong size meatballs with the spiced turkey.
In the bottom of the crockpot at 2 tbsp of oil and the diced onions. Add the meat balls and all the rest of the vegetables.
Pour in the diced tomatoes and broth and then the rice with its spice packet. Mix everything well with a wooden spoon and then cover and set for 6 hrs (high).
Serve in a large bowl with a deep spoon

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Chocolate + Peanut Butter + Oatmeal = Cookie LOVE

18 Thursday Oct 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in baked goods, desserts (pareve), General Rants & Thoughts, Sarah's SNACK OBSESSION Pick of the WEEK

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Welcome Home Me!
For the last month
I have been in lala land
Otherwise known as Israel,
Or more accurately in my case..h
the land of many restaurants, my family, adventures with Tunie B.,
& the place I can conveniently take
A mini mind vacation…
I like to say…twice a year I make aliya..for my mind & soul ….& stomach :)
But alas with in a 24 hr. span of time…
I have gone from wearing flip-flops on the beaches of Netanya
To wearing boots to my local starbucks.
And like the cold wind that blew through me briskly as the planes exit doors opened
Reality has rushed in to meet me, her cold sign “you are back” displayed prominently at the arrival gate
No time to be wasted
in staking her welcome home claim.
But truthfully it is good to be back
I missed cooking in my kitchen
Really missed it….I know oddly you must all be sick of it
But this yom tov..
Nothing brought those lonely birds on faster…than realizing
I dont have a “family” too cook for
And Holidays as I have come to cherish and appreciate it…
Has just not been the same…as when I was married
So when I walked into my kitchen after
4 weeks of no cooking…
and saw my empty cookie jar …
The small creeping crack in its glass..
Reminding me of its shameful neglect…
I decided to welcome myself home…
Fill up my house
My cookie jar
My cold reality…
With the smell of sinfully chocolately delicious things.
All good things in life I willingly take in small doses…one cookie at a time
Chocolate +Peanut butter + Oatmeal = recipe for a happy welcoming home!

The Best Chocolate Chip Oatmeal Cookie Recipe EVER:

My mother gave me the Dorie Greenspan cookbook “Baking From My Home To Yours” a few years into having my restaurant Tastebuds. Admittedly many of her recipes ended up in one form or another in my pastry case.

These cookies were one of those that we could not make fast enough, and sold them by the dozen for parties and gifts. They are the perfect chocolate chip oatmeal cookie for dunking in a large glass of milk. The use of peanut butter in the recipe just make them all the more decadent and fantastically delicious.

Yesterday….I just had to make them. It was the first cookie recipe that came
to mind when thoughts of filling up my jar were a MUST – DO.
They freeze well and are very simple to make, but you must keep an eye on
them and take them out of the oven when you see them turning lightly brown (otherwise you will be eating burnt cookies)

Peanut Butter Oatmeal Chocolate Chipsters
(from “Baking From My Home to Yours” by Dorie Greenspan)
Makes 24 large cookies 60 standard cookies

3 cups old fashioned oats
1 cup all purpose flour
1 tsp baking soda
2 tsp ground cinnamon
1/4 tsp freshly ground nutmeg
1/4 tsp salt
2 sticks (8 ounces) unsalted butter, at room temperature ( I used margarine to keep things pareve)
1 cup peanut butter, chunky or smooth (but not natural)
1 cup sugar
1 cup (packed) light brown sugar
2 large eggs
1 tsp pure vanilla extract
9 ounces bittersweet chocolate, chopped into chunks, or 1 1/2 cups store-bought semi-sweet chocolate chips

Position the racks to divide the oven into thirds and preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Line two baking sheets with parchment or silicone mats.

Whisk together the oats, flour, baking soda, spices and salt.

Working with a stand mixer, preferably fitted with a paddle attachment, or with a hand mixer in a large bowl, beat the butter, peanut butter, sugar and brown sugar on medium speed until smooth and creamy. Add the eggs one at a time, beating for 1 minute after each addition, then beat in the vanilla. Reduce the mixer speed to low and slowly add the dry ingredients, beating only until blended. Mix in the chips. If you have the time, cover and chill the dough for about 2 hours or for up to one day. (Chilling the dough will give you more evenly shaped cookies.)

If the dough is not chilled, drop rounded tablespoonfuls 2 inches apart onto the baking sheets. If the dough is chilled, scoop up rounded tablespoons, roll the balls between your palms and place them 2 inches apart on the sheets. Press the chilled balls gently with the heel of your hand until they are about 1/2 inch thick.

(I used a standard ice cream scooper to make larger cookies – placing 3 scoops to a row)

Bake for 13 to 15 minutes, rotating the sheets from top to bottom and front to back after 7 minutes. The cookies should be golden and just firm around the edges. Lift the cookies onto cooling racks with a wide metal spatula – they’ll firm as they cool.

Repeat with the remaining dough, cooling the baking sheets between batches.

Storing: Wrapped airtight or piled into a cookie jar, the cookies will keep at room temperature for about 4 days. Wrapped and frozen, they’ll be good for 2 months.

in case of emergency…

30 Thursday Aug 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in Divorce Musings, General Rants & Thoughts, Sarah's SNACK OBSESSION Pick of the WEEK

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best snack on the market, Divorce Musings, Nosh obsession, snack obsession of the week

in case of emergency….

it’s funny how you can have

weeks where everything is just

good

but then oomph

you get hit

by things

and it makes you think…

am I living in the twilight zone?

filling out forms

for Tunie B. & myself

it seems with divorce…

its all about the forms

and that ominous  line

in case of emergency…..

that makes me feel every time i see it,  just…

well I lost my person

he is no longer

the rock – my go to safe haven

I can rely on

in case of emergency…

I don’t know how to fill that line now…

can I put ….CHOCOLATE?

 

Snack Obsession

OK – I take my nosh seriously. NO is said seriously – I do NOT believe every snack is created equal, and many of them are just not up to par in my humble opinion. So when I find something I L-O-V-E  it is my duty to mankind to share!!

Also there is nothing like a great snack to give you a little comfort when your feeling a little blue…

I decided to do a new feature on Patchke Princess & Kosherstreet.com called snack obsession. Some of my favorite types of nosh that I LOVE is what I like to call “busy food” – things that take time to eat and keep my hands and mouth busy as I read the endless amount of material I have piled on my desk. Some of my past snack obsessions have been; artichokes with melted lemon butter, Garanim (sunflower seeds),wasabi nuts..the list is endless.

I do try to keep my snacks on the lower calorie and healthy end…I don’t always succeed but I believe in moderation in everything. So be forewarned…I will not be feeling guilty if I put something a little decadent on my list.

Today’s Nosh Obsession:

POPCorners Kettle Corn & Cheesy Jalapino flavored Popcorn Chip.

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A cross between popcorn and potato chip, this outrageously delicious snack is something that my cousin Chevy K. just introduced to me this past Monday. Since then, I have consumed an entire bag of the Kettle Corn Popcorners chip over the last 3 days. I have skipped lunch for 2 days  - in lieu of this, because all I wanted was this crazy combination of sweet & salty light chip in my mouth.

I bought the cheesy jalapino flavor this morning…one bite and I forgot all about the kettle corn. I don’t think I will be eating supper tonight – I have it that bad.

 

 

 

 

regret…& cauliflower crust pizza

28 Tuesday Aug 2012

Posted by Sarah Lasry in Dairy, dinner, Divorce Musings, Whats for Dinner Tonight?

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divorce, guilt free pizza, kid custody, Kosher cauliflower crust pizza how to

regret….

I try to live my life with out them

but this year

I am overwhelmed by

the abundance of them…

the father of my child

the man that I chose with all my heart to bring

my Tunie B. into this world

has not seen his daughter in over 5 months

I am devastated

for her.

for me.

can’t wrap my head around it

I have no idea how a man who loved his kid…..sooo much

can just walk away

no contact

nada –    ZERO

no reasoning

no amount of rationale

from….anyone (can help get through to him)

he has walked away…

for 5 months and counting

and all I can think is

regret…

I am having a hard day.

 

No REGRET Cauliflower Crust Pizza Recipe:

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makes 1 8-9 inch round pizza

I cook when I have a hard day…I cook I cook and then I cook some more. Luckily I have a lo of recipe testing to do this week – but I have pretty much procrastinated doing any of my real testing work, and went with this pizza this morning. I saw this idea recently and I have been dying to try it, wanted to see for myself what all the hype was about.

It was very good. Normally all the recipes call for fresh cauliflower that you grate on a mandolin into rice like pieces. However, because I only will use frozen cauliflower, I defrosted the cauliflower and used a food processor to make the “cauliflower rice flour” and then microwaved it to remove as much of the moisture as I could. The cauliflower makes a good alternative crust if you want to avoid flour. and Tunie B. seemed to love it as well. I will say that it does not replace the good ol fashion pizza crust, and I don’t think I will give up on my flour crust all together. But, I love the idea of making this pizza on a regular basis and not feeling guilty about eating 2 slices for lunch or dinner.

Ingredients:

2 lbs frozen cauliflower, defrosted

1/2 cup grated parmesan cheese

1 cup shredded low-fat mozzarella cheese

2 eggs

2 tsp. oregano

2tsp. basil

1 tsp. black pepper

1 tsp. garlic powder

1 cup favorite homemade marinara sauce (or jar sauce)

Directions:

Pre-heat oven to 375 F and spray your pizza pan with non-stick spray.

In a food processor, using the shredder/ricer attachment, process the cauliflower and transfer to a microwave bowl.

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Microwave the cauliflower on high for 3 minutes. Add the parmesan, 1/2 cup mozzarella, eggs, and all the spices and then mix everything together.

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Spread the mixture onto your pizza pan, making sure that the crust is thick and even. Bake in oven for 20 minutes.

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Remove from oven and then spread the tomato sauce on to the cauliflower crust. Add your shredded mozzarella to the top and bake in oven for another 10 minutes until cheese has melted.

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Slice & serve.

 

 

 

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